I have recently again struggled with my testimony. To be honest I sometimes (more often than not) feel forgotten. I hate being single, although marriage does not always sound better! Raising children is not something I have ever wanted to do alone.
I feel guilt that I am not a good enough mom, that what their dad has done to them will screw them up anyway....so why try?
But then in my heart I know that HE is there. That HE loves me and that with HIM I can do it. I know it is not going to be easy....but with HIM by my side, I CAN!
I hope I have more CAN days in the future!
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